That has been the biggest issue regarding a new post for quite some time. As we all know, it is now October, we are beginning the second month of the school year which usually brings along busy schedules and whatnot. But I'm really not that busy at the moment, which is why I actually sat myself down to write today.
A lot has happened since I returned from the Big Land for school. For starters, two days driving through the woods, a few days visiting Tim's family, then another day's drive to visit my family before heading back to the city. Then a lot of unpacking. Actually, that didn't happen right away. A lot of cleaning came first since my room was ransacked, then a bit of unpacking followed by a visit from the police, then more unpacking.
I guess I should toss this out there as well: my tv and xbox360 were stolen while I was away.
I've never had anything stolen from me before... It's a weird feeling. I'm a very possessive person, I take good care of my things and all of a sudden someone thinks they deserve to have my things. But why would they deserve it if it wasn't theirs to begin with and they're willing to deny someone of their hard work and money?
I have this big idea that stealing from a store is way less of a big deal than stealing from someone specific. See, when you steal goods from a store, they don't really belong to anyone specifically. The company owns them and if it's a big company like Wal-Mart, then they're probably used to this thing and it's nothing personal. However, when you come into someone's house and take their stuff, then it's personal, it's like I've been taken advantage of. I can't really explain it any other way. But what I can explain is how this event has caused me to not really settle in. Like I said, it's the second month into the school year, and I have had no desire to write this post. It's the post that has to happen for me to continue writing here.
No desire equals no structure. Or at least poor structure. Sorry for the lack of structure. I'm just writing. And it's my blog so I can write haphazardly if I want to. Basically this is the first draft of what I needed to say to continue writing about my little life, so as long as it's down (in whatever form) I can move on.
Honestly, this is getting me down and even that is weird. It's not like my puppy died or anything.
I wish I had a puppy.
I should probably end this here, if there are any updates on my stolen property I will post. As for now i'm checking out prices of televisions (pretty much can't go without) and I'm leaning toward a PS3 to replace my xbox360. Secondhand, of course. I'm not willing to put the full price value of my own money toward a system to have it stolen again.
I'm bitter. I know.
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